Beginnings and New Beginnings

Well my last post for August is one of big news... well big news for me. I turned 27 years old this year and on August 25th I spoke to my father. I have aunts, uncles, a gramma, and cousins galore. I have a father, a step mother and two more brothers. I'm excited and scared and nervous but what a feeling! I know my Perfect Father never gives me anything I can't handle with Him. So, I am working through a bunch of feelings, some I was prepared for and others not so much. We've all seen the reality shows where one party has moved on and the other is left down trodden. Well I started out thinking that that's the way it would be to avoid disappointment. I'm thrilled to say that my father was glad to hear from me, my aunt was excited to hear from me, and some cousins as well... I don't look back, I'm not about to rehash old things that no longer exist. But I am about new beginnings... I have been truly blessed.